Living with Teen Pregnancy

i was 14 when i had sex for the first time. i knew what could happen from stds to getting pregnant, but come on i was 14 do you really think i cared. i got pregnant at right after my 17th birthday. omg i was so scared to tell my mom because i knew she would flip. i moved out of the house and then told her through a text message (i know what a coward). i then had a miscarriage a few weeks after telling her. i felt so horrible because maybe if i had gone to the doctor for a check up it wouldnt have happened.

then i was determined to have a baby, i was having sex with 3 different guys just to make my chances greater. and all without condoms thankfully i didnt get an std or aids, but my friend who i liked for the past 8 years came home from iraq and told me how he felt very strongly for me. which made me really happy i asked him if when he came down on leave if he would have sex with me so i could try to get pregnant and he actually told me no. i liked him so much that after he told me about his feelings i only wanted to sleep with him. we started talking every minute we had the chance and he even started calling me his girl and all that good stuff.

then 2 months later he finally came home on leave and we were seeing eachother all the time and then 1 night we were trying to find something to do but nothings open that late at night exept walmart but who wants to hang out there, we ended up at a park type place and we had sex without a condom by this time i was to busy thinking about moving up to the navy base with him to be worried about getting pregnant. so i when his leave was over i went back to viginia with him and then found out i was pregnant.

i was so upset cuz now that i didnt want a baby i was gonna have one. but we talked about it and decided to keep it and to get married as soon as i turn 18. im now 8 and a half months pregnant with a little boy and were both exited for him to come and im glad for the twist of fate in my life because i wouldnt haveit any other way.